Dear me,

Start writing again. Please stop hiding behind the veil. Please stop procrastinating the processes you must go through in order to heal. Start moving again. You keep finding the fetal position to be safer than walking around, whether it be in the outside world or simply in your own house. You aren't healing, not like… Continue reading Dear me,

Torn

I'm a walking contradiction lately. I'm such an awful mess. You see, I've been so much happier and yet there is this immense amount of sadness and anger crawling around in my chest. I wish I could rip open my sternum and get rid of it. If only the monster would detach from my rib… Continue reading Torn

It takes time…

I've been trying to forgive you; trying to understand why you did what you did because I too was once foolish and selfish. I've been trying. But this process isn't easy. I keep thinking back to that moment, when you blankly stared at my face and told me you needed a break, only to come… Continue reading It takes time…