Sitting in silence.
Staring at the wall.
Floating with my demons.
Drifting away from it all.
Dancing with dissociative habits.
Drowning in my pain.
Folding inwards.
My brain’s at it again.
Sitting in silence
Wondering where the time goes
As I’m staring out the window
For hours on end.
Hiding.
Fighting.
Slowly dying.
I swear I’m trying.
But sometimes I wanna let go.
Staring at the wall.
Eyes focused on nothing.
Seeing
Past the flowers, the candles, the crystals.
Seeing
Past the dishes, the counters, the dirty kitchen.
Staring into space
Through the sunlight
Gleaming across my face.
Feeling numb.
I feel nothing at all.
Sitting in silence.
Staring at the wall.
Emotionally drained.
Physically pained.
Mentally over it
As I sit in the silence,
The steady violence of destruction.
Unraveling my soul 