If he wanted to, he would put in the effort.If he wanted you, he would stop letting time continue to divide the two of you further and further.
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I’m good at drowning
And even amongst all my bitter sadness and grief and anger and lack of sleep, I still miss you and I continue to wish that you would come home to me. What does that say about my heart? That it's too big? Too forgiving? Too naive to wish we may not forever be apart, that… Continue reading I’m good at drowning
Are you happy now?
I hope everything that you own still smells like me and I hope that every time you wear that hoodie that I loved so much that you feel a tug at your heartstrings and I hope you feel like you are wrapped up in my touch. I hope you realize what we had and I… Continue reading Are you happy now?
Grief is coming…
**I wrote this 4 days into the separation. As I rewrite and reread it now to document this journey, I realize so many truths that I did not see before. Clarity is one hell of a thing, man. What I hope this breakup teaches me is...I should NEVER have to beg a man to give… Continue reading Grief is coming…
Left Wondering
And I wonder, did you find someone else? Is that why you started going out all the time and leaving me at home all by myself? I wonder. Why did we suddenly become strangers? I would have never imagined that this is where we would be. And today would have been our anniversary. I wonder,… Continue reading Left Wondering