I've been writing you letters that I'll probably never send. They've been helping me find closure, I guess. I miss you more than I thought I would. And I wish you knew. I wish you knew.
Tag: break ups
unspoken
and it is in your silence, that I hear everything. you're not fooling anyone. you must have forgotten that I feel every ounce of energy. your silence tells me everything. all that I didn't want to know, everything I didn't want to believe. your wordless mouth speaks volumes to me and that's exactly what I… Continue reading unspoken
Foolish Girl, your heart is too big.
What a fool I am, to have such a big heart, to worry about you and wonder how you are. Because when I asked you and all you said was, "I'm doing fine" it ripped me to pieces because you didn't even take the time to ask me if I'm alright. You don't even care… Continue reading Foolish Girl, your heart is too big.
crash & burn
I didn't deserve this at all. It hurts so much to be shown so much love just for it to be ripped to pieces and taken away so violently. You bulldozed the life out of me and no matter how hard I try, there is no more wholeness to be found. Not right now. Your… Continue reading crash & burn
Heal: part 1 of speaking my truth
What the fuck, though? Why did you do what you did? Why did you chose that shit over me? And our family? I don't fucking get it. After all this time, I don't fucking get it. We had something good. But you turned toxic on me. You treated me so well at first. But you… Continue reading Heal: part 1 of speaking my truth
Unraveling my soul 