There I go again, placing all of the blame on myself like it's my fault. As if I'm the one who broke my own heart. There I go again, tumbling down the rolling hills, tripping over my words while the tears endlessly spill. I am not broken but I am certainly far from whole. I… Continue reading You didn’t catch me
Burnt Flesh (Do you see me?)
The madness doused me in gasoline. The pain struck the first match. The heartbreak sauntered over to me slowly and just like that I was screaming beneath the flames. Nothing will ever be the same, will it? Now that I am charred and scarred and covered in ash? But maybe I'm okay with that. The… Continue reading Burnt Flesh (Do you see me?)
hurricane love
you are a siren in the wind. a warning of pain that will not end. you are a piercing scream traveling through the air. a warning of coming darkness said with an endless flare. you are an echo of fright traveling through the night. my darling, you wrecked me with all of your might. your… Continue reading hurricane love
Homestretch
I head back to Georgia in a few days to get all of my stuff from the storage unit and move it all down to my new home. I've been stressing about this step for months. I could go into details of why it has taken so long for this last step to happen since… Continue reading Homestretch
33
Today is my birthday and it is quite honestly the most peaceful one I've had in years. I'm 33 today and for the first time in a long time, my soul feels whole instead of shattered; my heart beats and there is no longer any pain attached to the rhythm. This is the calm I've… Continue reading 33