Feels like I’m drowning lately.
Can’t catch one solid breath.
My mind needs rest
but my soul tells me to rest less.
It just doesn’t make sense.
I am rolling and wrestling
with the waves of every emotion
in this motion of transcendence.
I am choking and gasping for air
but my lungs keep taking down water
and I think to myself,
if this is how I go…
then just let me go.